EXHUMED

there was a light rain
& I could see it in the passing headlights
but couldn't feel it at all

   coming up in handfuls now
   soft dark earth
   unburdened by the heavy footsteps
   of the hundreds that have passed this way

carefully I stepped down into my pit
brushed away the last flecks of dirt

the sunbleached stones & weary church
sank beneath the grasses
as I pressed my cheek to familiar bones

in the rain
he could not have known
   that there were tears of joy
   at this reunion

if he had
it might have relaxed
the misunderstanding of our separation

as it was
I helped him home on my shoulder
he laughing sarcastically
every time I stumbled under his weight

   time in the grave
   will hone one's cynicism
   as sure as living will

we sat on the porch
of the old house
   both his & mine
draining the bottle of wine
I had bought just for the occasion

I was silent
as he elbowed me
told jokes about
blondes
beer
& burials while still alive



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